chapter1?

I shut my door and turned around before switching my light on. Something didn't feel write so I looked around my room. Then I saw him. He was standing in the corner behind my door. He had his back turned to me.

"Hello, Alix" said the tall blond boy with a southern accent.

How did he find me? How is this happening? Memories of abuse, pain, and him flashed through my head.

"C-ch-Chris" I stuttered a gasp. Then I ran to my bed and hugged my knees. "Stay away from me"

I heard a gasp from the other side of the room. By my closet was a beautiful man. What was going on?

"Jasper, this may not be the best time for this." said the beautiful man.  

"Wait. Jasper? So then your Edward?" how could I make such a stupid mistake. Jasper couldn’t possibly be Chris, because he was suppose to be in Alabama.

"Yes I am Edward. But I think I need to talk to you alone. So jasper would you mind leaving?" Edward sounded stressed.

No jasper can’t leave. What if I never see him again? No I couldn’t let him leave.
I jumped off my bead and grabbed his wrist before he got to my window.

"Please, don’t go.”I can’t let him go not knowing if ill ever see his face again.

"Yes you will see him again" Edward said as if it was obvious.

Suddenly I felt calmness wash over me. Jasper chuckled then quickly slid through my window. I went back to sit in the middle of my queen size bed and I hugged my knees once again. All of my calmness left. It went out the window with the beautiful jasper. I looked up at Edward and he looked very tense.

"So what’s so important you need to tell me that jasper couldn’t hear?" I asked sarcastically.

"I didn’t no if you would want him to hear. But this is just something I need you to know ...." he hesitated, and then he was silent.

"What are you talking about, what wouldn’t I want jasper to hear?" I asked so break the silence

"You’ve been hurt" he sighed. “I saw the memories go through your head when you thought jasper was someone named Chris."

"Your right. I wouldn’t want jasper to hear that...but I didn’t want you to know about it either." I paused, "he is going to ask about this, and your going to tell him everything wont you. You will tell him about Chris and how he hurt me and then he will be even more careful around then you where with Bella."  

"Yes I will tell him but if you don’t want me to tell him then you could. Either way he needs to know."

'What the hell' I thought. 'this has been my secret for 6 years and now that's all screwed up because of a stupid mind reading vampire'.....'WAIT MIND READING. OH S***!!!!' "Sorry"

He glared at me with a disappointed look on his face

"I’m going to let that go for now, but back to my point. As long as you are a friend to our family then no one will ever hurt you like that ever again. I also want you to know that none of us would dream of hurting you. “Edward spoke quietly but he knew that I could hear him.

As he was talking my memories of pain and abuse came back. I dug my nails into my hands hoping to cut myself. Maybe if I did he would kill me and I wouldn’t have to suffer this any more. Then my horrible visions stopped abruptly. What did he mean friend to the family I only just met him and he’s here talking to me as if me knew me my whole life. Then the question I hadn’t even thought about yet popped into my head; 'why the hell is he hear any way?'

Edward sat down on the side of my bed but he was silent. After about ten minutes I got impatient.

"Well?" I said. His better start talking this silence was starting to piss me off.
Finally he spoke.

"Do you know what happens when a vampire dies?" his voice was stressed and he was staring at the ground.

"No" how the hell would I know that.

"When a vampire dies we are reincarnated and given another chance at life."

"ok?"  'What’s his point' I thought

"I’m getting to it. You are very impatient. But back to my point. “He hesitated “Alice Cullen is dead."

'WTF!!! How the F***did Alice die. No not the cute bubbly little Alice. Whoever killed her would pay. Ill kick their A**. This must be so hard on jasper.  But he seemed so happy to me. WTF is going on, and what the hell does that have to do with me.'

Edward looked at me as if I had missed something obvious. 'What' I thought.

"You are the reincarnation of Alice." he said it like I already knew this.

"How the hell can you know that" 'WTF this vamp has gone crazy' I thought. 'How the F*** could he know if I was the reincarnation of Alice!' at this point I remembered he could hear my thoughts. "Sorry, sorry, sorry I didn't mean it I’m so sorry!!!"

"I know this because Alice had a vision before the werewolves killed her!" he growled. "She saw herself in the future as you looking in the mirror as a vampire. If you want to be changed someday then you should know that you will have the same gift as her. You will be able to see the future. Other than that the only other trait of Alice’s you will have is your love for jasper."

My head started spinning. 'How could this be possible' I thought.

Then every thing went black.